Godspeak

All of my life I dreamed of meeting one
with immense beauty, and once I found her
I would charm her and she'd be mine forever

I have found her and indeed she is all
I wished for and more but she is
not charmed nor intrigued. Then I
think 2 myself "What can I offer her?"
The tears warm my eyes and blur my
vision. I stick 2 my stance of bravado
and give her the same uninterested look
she gave me. She was so beautiful
But what can I offer her.

If the sun never rises again for me
You know in whose arms, ending my time I'd like to be
The lines don't call out just for you or me
It's about us, the way we are meant to be

I ain't crying out I am in love so loud
The world's heard and seen that already
The lines speak of times when in a crowd
I feel alone coz' you ain't beside me

Moment by moment, your thoughts besiege
Take a closer look, in my eyes you will see
Your face that is framed
Painted in those untold worlds, lyin deep within me

What am I looking for
When these eyes see just one thing
The good and bad seem different no more
Just my fate staying ahead of me smirking

Caught in between always
Caught on the wrong side
They pull me deeper in to the mire
Can't hide or ignore, they keep my eyes open wide

Grimacing over those lost goals
I Spend hours like a lost soul
Dent this mind with thoughts frail and unneeded so
They take me deeper down that mire's hole

Wander looking for love
Knocking on wrong doors at the wrong places
Things go so low
See no trace of love on any of the faces

Trying hard to get a sound night's sleep
Am reminiscing those good days
Sit by the moonlit window
I look at my life and its manifold ways

Lost faith in love, i feel its tainted
I find it hard to even fit in my home
Seem so much unwanted
I end fending my wounds on my own

Trying to hold on to every single ounce of hope
I pray someone will love me more
Treacherous schemes seem to work like dope
Givin a high when nothing else is left no more

Tried to give so much in time
Got used to lose more than I give
The chances i missed are galore
and the rhyme stops here, when I can't sing anymore...

head held down
i hung the phone
cribbin, at the blank air starin
of the moment jus gone

a moment of moments
laid bare all those times
of the smiles we had, the silly arguments
the love caught in my rhymes

cross the road
n seems ur hand jus grabbed mine
reminiscing...i see ur face
with the twinkle in the eye shine

drive by your lanes
see you sitting next to me
think of the birthday hug at your place
thought then that s how love 'd be

wiped it away
perhaps by own doing
the love is lost.. but the heart still holds the pangs
you closed the door, yet am still out waiting

you pass me by
no look mayb a glance
you seem so different now
if i knew this is how it d turn out, wudn hav taken the chance

know no what
i can do or say
i just wanna be near
while you keep pushin away...

Lord of the dark
Took a tumble and fell
But now he’s risen
Risen straight from hell !!

A demon fallen
The angel of hate
The son of Satan
Takes on the realms of fate

Lick the pain
Like a burning flame
Cry for mercy again
Bury the heads in shame

ab aage kya bolu...???

Been a long time
Since you have been on my mind
The reason that makes you so special
That I always want to be near, I can’t really find

You are just so beautiful
The eyes, shining like some distant stars
And every moment I am with you
Time becomes so wonderful, yet so sparse

When your smile spreads
Seems like its carved straight from the moon
And no matter how long I’ve been with you
It always seems to end too fast, too soon

That voice so sweet
Made those songs you hummed seem nectar
And the more I lent my ear
It made me hang on even more, hang on closer

The days are lonely and dry
And my mind confused, unclear
Now that you ain’t nearby
Wonders how it would be, had you been here…

:p

In the midst of a drizzle
You spread like a rainbow
Brighten the day around
When things are running low

Like a silver lining
Around a dark cloud
You stand out striking
Pulling away from the crowd

When you pass them by
Flowers turn your way
You bring light to our lives
Like the morning ray

Someone one looks up to
You seem so divine
Carry you in the folds of my love
Just come to me once, be mine